Wednesday, September 29, 2010

breakup!

hari tok putus sama afiq! =.=

:((

sorry for everything. & alo thank you for everything. 

Friday, September 24, 2010

happy!!

happy ku ritok eihs. HAHA. sok dak sis & kawan kawan ny ada buat bbq. wee ! sukk aku ae. ;D esok juak tpon ku dah dpt amik. aisehmen! GOOD GOOD . i hope tpon aku bertambah sihat. riya ny sakit. terpaksa anta ke KL. tok ny dah sihat. :) esok ku amik kw k tpon.

my syg tgh kelaja. uhu. bak kata ny. "cari nafkah untuk kita berdua" . yer. MENA LALUWW. werk ;P mun ada jodoh. apa salah ny? mun cda. kita hrus redha jak lah. sbb. dlm prhbungan ne pat kita nak mejal mejal. udah udah lah. JODOH D TNGN TUHAN. :)

esok boleh kira rame lah juak nok dtg. sapa jak ho? (yg kompom) nazar. casx. auf. ali. firdaus. aku. kakak ku. yg c brapa kompom ya iwan an harris. nok ya bruk kawan kakak aku. kawan aku. ish ish. cda sorang pun. aku gik bnyk org ku jemput. CDA SORANG POONNN! ;S

mun esok. aku da amik pic. aku kongikan besama. aite? ohya. maybe aku ada jemput seseorang sok. jst wait and see who he/she are. ye? ;D

              PEACE NO WAR ♥ ♥

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

-___________-" *sigh*

-_________________________________-' 


ASSHOLE! ;( 

sawan ku dtang!

haha. aku c da tajuk.* 


aku duduk di ruang tamu. bersama teman lelaki ku. tetapi. teman lelaki ku duduk d kerusi panjang(entah camne nyebut) & aku pula duduk bersebelahan dgan piano aku. sambil duduk. tangan aku. gatai gatal nak baca & tengok apa nak ada di dlam hp teman lelaki aku. so. i decided to open his text draft 1st. yaw. :D


akuu membaca. baca punya baca. aku senyum sendiri. nasib juak ny c nampak. mun c pecoma knak tetak. uh! malu. tme ya. ne lah ku seda ku senyum srang drik. pas baca ya. aku terasa yg aku senyum. thats y aku buat dek` jak. ;PP


the story begin! (drum)




 1. ny akn padah "jap or cda pa" lam text when ny c mok jawab soalan nak me tanyak lam tex :|
 2. ny akan padah "ar" oo menghilang when ny kantoi or whatever nok ny timok padah lam text :|
 3. ny seorang nok emosi n cpat menangis 0r cepat tersentuh :'(
 4. ny akn cpt trpikat an laky lain if laky ya pande mikat haty nya, then, ny akan start kliru mok pilih sapa. BACK OFFFUCKER! SHE IS MINE & I`LL TRY MY BEST TO TC OF HER!
 5. apikk! SHES YOUNG LADY! understand her world bah. SHE NEED FREEDOM!
 6. ny pernah padah ngan aku "rupa c penting, asal haty bah.  cinta mek jst untuk ktk not him" . harap ny genggam kata ny ea. :)
 7. ny bnyak kawan laky dr kwan pompuan. then, ssah ilak mok jaga ny koh. tp. i tetap sbar. coz i love her so much! ;D
 8. ny akn menangis or bad mood when ny bnyak gilak prob + tension & dgr org pun prob.
 9. ny owes padah "pentey bah or nnneeeeyyyyhhhh". I LOIKE her voice! :))
 10. ny rapat an guy name apus. tapi, brik ku jealous. gne2 pn ny ttp wak aku pun cinta. APIK! ilek luu. TRUST HER! 


hello guys! thats who i am! ngee~ ;D

sapik! oo syg kuh! TQ paham mek. i loike it. haha. syang u bnyk bnyk. oh ya. FORGIVE ME! kmk bnyk alu buat salah. haish :'( u paham me. but. i c paham u! DEEYBA! TRY LAGIK JADI LIKE HIM! -______-'(sigh)


weelll. =/ tq syg. for the mcs. tdik maok amik senyap senyap. p klak d tudoh pencuri. haha. ;D 























~ haty ku trpikat kat seorang jejaka b`nama apik. <3 .
~ haty ku milik apik.
~ aku kau yg punya! 


                  
                    sory pic senget ;P
                   ~ i LOIKE it :)


mao letak picta kisimemeng. takot dia marah lah pulak.! HAHA. :) 

opp! sleeppp mode! zzzz~


 well readers. good nyte!

Gio - Getar Hati










for my sayang ! apik! muahs! :P

:)

feels so happy today ;P aww <3. dapat spend time sama him today even sekejap. hurm :( but it`s okay :) atleast dapat jumpa. muka esok gi sekolah pun c merinsak. haha. well. malas mok bgun bah. dah awal lalllluuu mok bgun. okay okay. let`s the story begin ;D (nyawa sukk)


1st. aku ari tok ahe alu alu balit sekolah. huh! nerves sa nyawa. nndak. salu ny c ahe dak tok. & ari tok pun nembiak awal alu balit. salu ada nok ahe. p tadik. dah kol 2 sunyi. sbb ya lah nerbes. nasib ada lan tek. dpt juak mintak teman ny p kol mama. ya juak. mama c mok saut kol. kol papa, papa padah mama olidy di sekolah. p cda. haish -__- apo kan jadi nik.? <-- pa d padah ku ya? lol! n then. balit dri sekolah. releks sekejap. hilang kan peloh. lepas kakak fie mandik. turn aku gik mok mandik. pas mandik ya. fuh!! berasa alu lelah. tenat alu alu. deh?? asa maok tido. p. teringat mao jumpa sama yg tersyg a.k.a tercinta. trus text him. c gi umah? smthng dak ya lah* kak ya him padah. (pa ho) jap jap. ny pdah me okays jak. when? aku reply. NOW! and he text me back and said okehh. me otw now. GEMBIRA HATI KU. WOPUN MATA KU SOBER MAO TIDO. p c da lah dulik. asal ku pat jumpa ny. kan dear? hahaha ;D


dia pun dtg. aku open the gate. dia masok. aku buka kan dia pintu. 


2nd. loya loya. aisehhmen. kisiiimemeng eh :O LOLS! 
**shh! boh bgi tau org** wiwits. haha. idk cam ne feel ny. ill ask him later.? apa feel kisiiimemeng tek? hhaa. 


























mao tauk c? aku c tauk pa maok d loya. bab ya aku loya ekot pa nok lam palak ku eh. mun cpaham. ask me ya. palak netok tgh sakit. thats why c tauk mok cakap pa. huhu~


k lah. next time aku layan lagi. if ada cerita HOTT. yaw! gtg! 

Sunday, September 19, 2010

=_=

number aku dah kenak block org. haish :\ patut rr ku c pat kontek cepa cepa now. grr! knek, ku tgh gmpol duit & buy new number. :(


guys. sorry cpat reply text ea. will try to reply by using my parents numb.


& oso my syg. ada text u klk. guna numb mama . ;/

Friday, September 17, 2010

mcb !

S I A L ! NANG S I A L ! fuckk off ! ya jak lam pikiran ku . nng sial . hanco semua edup akuu . org c pham aku ! fuck ! nang BULLSHIT . aku nak sumpah sepa sepa jak netok ! kimak ! aku nang tikam lappy tok . p semadi ya duit mak bapak . mun c ?! nng seda chance gik ! CIBAI LANCAU . SIALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


udah udah lah . babi ! ny c ngaco bah . mun ny kaco . betindak lah . tok c ? so SHUT THE FUCKED UP ! argh !!!!;( 


seda pk sal haty org . perasaan org kah ha ?!! malu bah! dah aku sama tushen an ny . kawan gik ya . tok d polah gia ... MALU SHIBENG ! nng MOTHERFUCKER LALU !!!!!!!!! choi lalu !


arghhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





Monday, September 13, 2010

tired !

lelah wok ! atuii ;p malam tek kuar dri rumah 8.45 balit 12.30 . haha ;D first gi paxen . dak ny embak men boling . p aku . c main punn . malas lah nak tunjuk skill . HAHA . cam mena jak upa ku eh . and then . ku an dak kazen ku & sis aku gi luar paxen . tgh mike mok pergi cene ? mok prgi sembang smbng tkut kede ya tutup . last last pergi warung puterii . hehe . men shisha . malam ya juak , rasmi ny aku dah pande men shisha . haha . mok pdh terer . haiya ! terer erh . HAHAHA;D jgn jeles . bleuwk :PP pa gik hoo ? lepak punya lepak . atui ! mkin ahe . okay guys . u all might think aku tok gaok . p okay . aku c ? aku setakat kuar an kazen . huhu ! mun aku kuar sama aku pnya kawan . torang BOLEH padah ku gaok . nemu c y`ll .? heeeeee :)) otw balit ya . aku p petronas mok beli mnyak keta . & beli rokok . haha . shh ! torang jak tau tok ? mun aku tau rame urg tau aku sapp okok . nahas aa ! aku tau sepa follow haaa . k k k ? hee . gik punya . hisap rokok perkara biasa . nthing matters ? okay ? k lah ? ku nak jumpa ku pun gerek tok . take care readers ! 










p/s :: this is our secret okay ? i trust u guys . soo . okay . ? ;)

Sunday, September 12, 2010

awesome !! *.*

marek ? hehe :D my love came to my house . padah mao raya . last last jd LEPAK-ING ! hahah . enjooooooyyyytttt lah sangat ! sapa jak ho marek ? oh ya ! my love . shafiq . his kaban . adam . my lil bro . wazif . sista . fqah & last me . woah ! best giler wok ! 


er . ada hari lah upload pic oo c da upload trus . haha . ;D *insyaallah* okay lah . chaw ! :h 










































































































































syg mista afiq soo damn mmmmmmuuuuuuuuccccccccchhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ! 
muahsss ! damn miss ur kissesssss . HAHAH . :**





shut the FUCKED up !

hurm ! my LIFE semakin hari semakin terok . bencik eh . adakah aku d permainkan ? oo apa ? hey ! HONEST LAH ! dolok before ta 2 kawan . apu ! bukan main janji ho . what ? "dalam persahabatan mesti ada kejujuran" hell you ! ne pergi ny aa ? ne ? apa main blakang blakang ? mun c maok kawan ? okay ? deal ! c payah kawan . but atleast . jaga lah haty org . ada aty perut kah ? mun c da . pergi mampooossss lah ! ;( 

haish ! i believe things happen for a reason . people change so that u can learn to let go . things goo wrong so that u appreciate them . when they are right . you believe in lies until sometimes right things fall apart . =.='

saya mahu kan seorang teman untuk mengharungi hidup ini !! PLEASE . yeah . i know . good friends are hard to find . but . please . needed ! :| 

Saturday, September 11, 2010

hurm ?




pic nok aku edit  tyme ku BOSAN ! hehe ;) tok lah 1st edited picta aku yg ku edit sama an my boyfie <3 uh ! p c lah kacak glak kan ? ku tok c pande edit pic . pa gk mun begamba . huhu x) hope u loike it dear afiq ! mun c kacak . write a coment pdh "c kacak" & i will apreciate it . sbb . hurm :P dri cia lah kmk akn beusaha mok polah agik spy ny jadi kacak . haha :D okays ?! 


k lah  ya jak mao pdh . c tauk gk pa mao buat . *ada urg dtg umah bah . kaban dak papa juak . uuuuu ~ paloi ! bah bah . panjang gk loya ku lak . c yaw :h !

i`m sooo -

-_____________-           AKU C ADA MOOD NAK RAYA !


gosh ! paal tok ae ? knk raya taon tok aku cda alu mood eh ? kali ku c pat jumpa ny li ? appuu ! ada ari dpt jumpa eh ? or maybe aku c pat jln raya an dak kawan ku . HAISH =.= gk pun . bkn ny aku jln raya ma dak kawan ku dikpun . suma embak jln maseng2 . huhu :') aku pun bkn ny maok pun jln an dak ny . weelllll !! c biasa . *jgn slh anggap guys :P* er . so damn boo-oorr-ii-nn-ggg . idk ! @.@ 


text mcs between me & smone ^^

 him :: kmk beraya umah ceeka now .
  me :: okay :) have funn ! 
  him :: pa polah ?
  me :: not much .
  him ::okay .
  me :: okay .
  him :: ok .
  me :: k bck .
  him :: okay . long time no text hoo . hm . boring alu asa .
  me :: ada kmk send rq . p cda blas . haish -__-
  him :: ae ae . cda pun . mun ada . cptt mek c share .hm .
  me :: ada .
  him :: cda . lillah .
  me :: ada .
  him :: hmm . k . 4get jak lah .
  me :: okay . haish . im not in the mood .
  him :: k . phal kan ? cda mood indah .
  me :: boringg .
  him :: adehh . knak c jln braya .
  me ::no transpot .
  him :: mek ada . 2pang mek . haha
  me :: calik .
  him :: bena lah . ehehek .
  me :: mlas lah .
  him :: hm . k . stay jak kat umah . lagik baguss . uhu .
  me :: boring .
  him :: hrm . jln lah braya . mbak mama skalik . neyh .
  me :: malas . 
  him :: neyh . bgus stay umh . 
  me :: *not replaying*




hampak lah bai ! ketara aku mala mdh word "borriinngg" . nng pun aku boring . gila shibeng boring ku ! ny pun kdak c pham aku . uhuhuhu . but its okay . im fine syg . hehe :D super duper fine ! but ada juak asa nak tikam k penyapu . HAHAH . cda lah :P 


er . my cousins dtg . ehsan . wif his friends . woah . im tired like ttttiiii-iiiirrrrr-eeeee-ddddd ! *my sis punya word* hehe ;D sempat juak ku lyn blog smbil lyn tetamu . ^-^ hehe :D dak ny dah balitt brukk ku kuar agak .. uh uh ! jap .. they`re goin` back bak BAK ! haha .    


oh ya . i hope . like REALLY REALLYY HOPING that hari rabu tok dpt kuar jalen jalan ! go round round the world w my beloved cousin . aww :x


k lah . thats all i think . mun ada silap kata or skit kan haty u , pembaca . FORGIVE me ! peace ya . :)


sameqom :') 



Wednesday, September 8, 2010

raya mode !

yes ! hari raya dtg lagi yaw ! i hope this year . HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI WILL BE AMAZING ! well . dolok raya boring . eish ! even w dia . tp . still boring . :) tahun tok semua baru !

* gerek baru
* baju baru
* lowa baru
* FACEBOOK baru .

bnyk lah nok baru . hee . i hope raya thun tok w my loved happening . uh ! HOPE SOOOO ! ;D

k lah . eh . btw . Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir & Batin . if mek ada polah salah . harap d ampuni . heehee :))

meqom :'D

Thursday, September 2, 2010

i didnt mean to make you mine :(

Don't give me a second chance . it will be the same .you will be the consequence & i will have pain . you are something else i have . i have to survive . that is why i say . with tears in my eyes . i wished i never opened up my heart . i didn't mean to love u syg .i wish i never let it get this far . if i could have a single wish . i'd turn back time . i didn;t mean to make u . i didn't mean to make u mine . don't look at me like im mad . i thought u would knw . i was getting way too sad . it was gonna show . there was no way i could hide . i could hide the truth . so i took a risk and fell for u . i wished i never opened up my heart . i didn't mean to love u . i wish i never let this get this far . i didn't mean to love u . i didn't mean to make u hold me . i didnt mean to get so lonely . i didnt mean to say all this to u . i didnt mean to make u need me . i didnt mean to love u like i do . look at what we've put us through .

im sorry !!!